Thursday, November 12, 2009

11:11

There's Nothing To Wish For ..
I Have It All ..
I Have You ..
So Every Night The Minute After 11:10 ..
I Just Wish For Another Day ..
That ..
We'll Remain In Love ..
Knowingg ..
That It's A Wish ..
That Will Forever Come True ..

I Love You Babee

Monday, October 26, 2009

June 7thh

Everyday I look at the most beautiful girl & say I Love You Babee ..

Sunday, October 25, 2009

I'll Figure It Out ..

Clean Slate.. Empty Canvas..Blank Mind..

Chiseling Writing Into The Stone As Debris Falls Dust Settles ..

Brush strokes Leaving Permanent Color Dirty Brush, Stained Hands, Messy Apron ..

Thinking, Thoughts Entering Your Mind, Thoughts cement into your brain, thoughts linger, thoughts are forgotten ..


Sweep The Debris, Dust The Area, Wash Your Clothes & Take A Shower. Now There Is No Mess Every Thing Cleaned, Left With A Meaning Full Message On The Stone And A Beautiful Image On the Canvas ..

Sweep Your Thoughts ? Dust Your Thoughts? Wash Your Thoughts ? Give Your Brain A Bath?
You Can't . Nothings Clean, Minds A Pigsty, Cluttered Thoughts, A Collision Of Thoughts Too Hard To Process.

Most Thoughts Are Reoccurring, Can Be Forgotten And Can Be Remembered, & Thoughts Are Sometimes Trapped, Held As A Prisoner To Your Own Mind, So How Do You Cleanse Your Thoughts ..

Don't Know But ..

I'll Figure It Out ......

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Well ..

Lifess good ..
Blog's coming back ..
Got a lot to say ..
Dont know when i'll have time for a real post ..
Open your eyes ..
Read elsewhere for now ..

Good-Bye ..

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Sunday, August 9, 2009

I Just . . .

I just Can't Remember The Last Time . .

The Last Time I Spoke To You.
The Last Time I Saw You.
The Last Time We Laughed To Gather.
The Last Time We Argued.
The Last Time You Cared.
The Last Time I Cared.
The Last Time You Said I Love You.
The Last Time I Said I Love You.
The Last Time It Mattered.

Honestly, Father I Can't Remember The First Time It Mattered.
The First Time You Loved Me.
The First Time You Cared.

Although I Can't Remember All Those Things
I Still Can't Forget That I Love You Dad . . .


My birthdays coming up & it's times like this I think of good ol' pops . Too bad the man probably won't bother to call . Growing up I NEEDED MY FATHER. Now that I have grown into the person I am I've realized the difference between want & need & Dad I no longer need you . well I never did come to think of it was always a want never a necessity , So Dad I am fully capable of becoming A man without you & I am pretty sure I will have to which at this point I don't mind -__O

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Blur .



In this Picture you can clearly see the little boat & know whats right there . Although you can obviously see this boat the background is all a blur. No, horizon just a child's messy finger painting. Curious to as what this artist created i jumped in the lake and started the difficult swim across the lake knowing that the boat would have been a much better option. I left it there like an idiot & just kept swimming. ignoring the fact that it was cold, the whole time i was swimming . I never once forgot the comfort of the boat, still in the lake swimming floating. I began to miss the boat slowly but surely losing interest to what's hidden in the blur . I found a glass bottle with a note , when i managed to tug the note of that bottle. the message was written by me . It was surreal , it impacted me harder then i would expected it to have . the message in this bottle showed a hypocritical side of me , i stopped swimming and started treading water . looked back and without a thought i swam back to the boat as if it was instinct to be with that boat. the swim back wasn't that simple had to deal with several obstacles to deal with it but i got back & boarded the boat , i was quickly forgiven & don't ever think that i don't appreciate that you forgave me . its one of the things i am most thankful for , i was with the boat for nearly a month when i decided to take that swim , for two weeks i swam now that i am back to the boat i will never leave . Not only does the boat keep me dry, afloat, safe & protected . I can also sail alot longer than i can swim & although Ive yet to reveal what's hidden in the blur , i don't care I'd rather be with the boat on the sand than taking that swim.

Very few people will understand this blog , i don't care though i wrote it for one person to understand .

Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile

The Return Of M.M.W

I Will Be Blogging Alot More Often .