I Just . . .

I just Can't Remember The Last Time . .

The Last Time I Spoke To You.
The Last Time I Saw You.
The Last Time We Laughed To Gather.
The Last Time We Argued.
The Last Time You Cared.
The Last Time I Cared.
The Last Time You Said I Love You.
The Last Time I Said I Love You.
The Last Time It Mattered.

Honestly, Father I Can't Remember The First Time It Mattered.
The First Time You Loved Me.
The First Time You Cared.

Although I Can't Remember All Those Things
I Still Can't Forget That I Love You Dad . . .


My birthdays coming up & it's times like this I think of good ol' pops . Too bad the man probably won't bother to call . Growing up I NEEDED MY FATHER. Now that I have grown into the person I am I've realized the difference between want & need & Dad I no longer need you . well I never did come to think of it was always a want never a necessity , So Dad I am fully capable of becoming A man without you & I am pretty sure I will have to which at this point I don't mind -__O