Regret

Regret by most peoples definition is admitting defeat, embarrassment, shame, and making mistakes. So most people say "I NEVER REGRET ANYTHING" but that is complete and total bullshit, most people will say that because they either feel like nothing they do is wrong and/or they know they did something wrong but are scared ashamed embarrassed to own up there flaws in life. People say i live by the "Everything happens for a reason" or the "We learn from our mistake" motto's. But those are not it excuses to disregard the feeling of regret or guilt.

The proper definition of regret is

re⋅gret 
–verb (used with object)
1.to feel sorrow or remorse for (an act, fault, disappointment, etc.): He no sooner spoke than he regretted it.
2.to think of with a sense of loss: to regret one's vanished youth.
–noun

3.a sense of loss, disappointment, dissatisfaction, etc.
4.a feeling of sorrow or remorse for a fault, act, loss, disappointment, etc.
5.regrets, a polite, usually formal refusal of an invitation: I sent her my regrets.
6.a note expressing regret at one's inability to accept an invitation: I have had four acceptances and one regret.

People see Regret as being weak, which it's not there is nothing weak about regret. It takes courage to admit regret for things. i believe that everybody regrets more things that they can remember there is not a person that regrets nothing in life or only regrets one thing. There is way too much time in life to live regret free. Every one makes mistakes therefore every one has regrets. Nobody is perfect therefore every has regrets. Because i do not CARE what you or you or you say every one wants to be perfect and the things that prevent you from being perfect are some of the biggest regrets in life.

EVERYONE IS BORN WITH REGRETS...

I'm going to try to list things that i regret in no order of how much i regret them

1. I regret not learning Spanish and having one real conversation with my grandfather before he past and to this day i have not had a real conversation with my grandmother or great grand mother and as much as i hate this the fact is I am running out of time more and more everyday.

2. I regret choosing to keep to myself for all of freshmen year and most of sophomore year and not opening up and show people the real me.

3. I regret not giving school all my effort, No matter how much i complain about how much i hate classical its where I'm going to be at and help me lead a successful

4.I regret not having a good relationship with my father

5. I regret waiting so long to start trying to lose weight, BTW lost 20 pounds in 2 months =]

6. I regret losing contact with certain friends.

7. I regret giving people reasons to dislike/hate me.

8. I regret FAILING Bio last year and going to summer school.

9. I regret giving up on a lot of things and not taking advantage of great opportunities

10. I regret not realizing that i NEED to change who I am sooner. Well not who i am but change my point of view on things and my attitude as well.

I Can probably go on forever but I'd probably regret that too. Just kidding but I'm sure you get my point by now. Who knows when ill post again but until then.

Quote of the day:

Make the most of your regrets. . . . To regret deeply is to live afresh.

-Henry David Thoreau

& I am GONE

-MARKK