Procrastination Vs. Negligence

Procrastination can be the down fall of us all, there is not a person in this big green earth that hasn't procrastinated, its a daily occurrence in many peoples lives it happens as often as taking a shower bushing your teeth combing your hair & if you don't procrastinate daily then you a dirty nigga, the thing that really matters is what you choose to procrastinate on. i am the first person to admit what i fuck up on & I've decided that it'd be a good idea to procrastinate on wait i done fucked up again i can say that i procrastinated on school because to procrastinate is to put something off til later and I've decided that i just wont do my work there fore i dub myself, not a procrastinator but a neglector. I've been neglecting school for such a long time one year three quarters to be exact i've said so many times that I'm going to change and do better but i don't recently I've been informed that i have been nominated to be a peer counselor. its a great opportunity but I'm battling the war of Markus & I & one thing i really don't like are hypocrites and i feel like if i don't get my shit straight that i am going to be sitting there giving kids advice that i myself do not abide by i want to change can i change when will i change ? honestly i hope now i need to sign a treaty with myself and stop letting me interfere with me. I'm starting to realize who i want to be in life i don't know much for sure but the thing i am most certain of is i want to change lives for the better & the first life i need to change is my own. i always thought i needed somebody to help me make this change but i was so wrong i will do this on my own. i started this post on procrastination but quickly realized that is not by problem it is neglect. i think I've finally embraced the fact that i need change and with that embracement brings closure to the very first battle neglect vs. procrastination with the winner being neglect but

I'm finna drop a mother fuckkin atomic bomb on neglects territory from a new opponent SELF-motivation

I'm GONE,

Markk