11:11

There's Nothing To Wish For ..
I Have It All ..
I Have You ..
So Every Night The Minute After 11:10 ..
I Just Wish For Another Day ..
That ..
We'll Remain In Love ..
Knowingg ..
That It's A Wish ..
That Will Forever Come True ..

I Love You Babee

June 7thh

Everyday I look at the most beautiful girl & say I Love You Babee ..

I'll Figure It Out ..

Clean Slate.. Empty Canvas..Blank Mind..

Chiseling Writing Into The Stone As Debris Falls Dust Settles ..

Brush strokes Leaving Permanent Color Dirty Brush, Stained Hands, Messy Apron ..

Thinking, Thoughts Entering Your Mind, Thoughts cement into your brain, thoughts linger, thoughts are forgotten ..


Sweep The Debris, Dust The Area, Wash Your Clothes & Take A Shower. Now There Is No Mess Every Thing Cleaned, Left With A Meaning Full Message On The Stone And A Beautiful Image On the Canvas ..

Sweep Your Thoughts ? Dust Your Thoughts? Wash Your Thoughts ? Give Your Brain A Bath?
You Can't . Nothings Clean, Minds A Pigsty, Cluttered Thoughts, A Collision Of Thoughts Too Hard To Process.

Most Thoughts Are Reoccurring, Can Be Forgotten And Can Be Remembered, & Thoughts Are Sometimes Trapped, Held As A Prisoner To Your Own Mind, So How Do You Cleanse Your Thoughts ..

Don't Know But ..

I'll Figure It Out ......

Well ..

Lifess good ..
Blog's coming back ..
Got a lot to say ..
Dont know when i'll have time for a real post ..
Open your eyes ..
Read elsewhere for now ..

Good-Bye ..

Freshh Water's

I Need Themmmmmm !

I Just . . .

I just Can't Remember The Last Time . .

The Last Time I Spoke To You.
The Last Time I Saw You.
The Last Time We Laughed To Gather.
The Last Time We Argued.
The Last Time You Cared.
The Last Time I Cared.
The Last Time You Said I Love You.
The Last Time I Said I Love You.
The Last Time It Mattered.

Honestly, Father I Can't Remember The First Time It Mattered.
The First Time You Loved Me.
The First Time You Cared.

Although I Can't Remember All Those Things
I Still Can't Forget That I Love You Dad . . .


My birthdays coming up & it's times like this I think of good ol' pops . Too bad the man probably won't bother to call . Growing up I NEEDED MY FATHER. Now that I have grown into the person I am I've realized the difference between want & need & Dad I no longer need you . well I never did come to think of it was always a want never a necessity , So Dad I am fully capable of becoming A man without you & I am pretty sure I will have to which at this point I don't mind -__O

Blur .

In this Picture you can clearly see the little boat & know whats right there . Although you can obviously see this boat the background is all a blur. No, horizon just a child's messy finger painting. Curious to as what this artist created i jumped in the lake and started the difficult swim across the lake knowing that the boat would have been a much better option. I left it there like an idiot & just kept swimming. ignoring the fact that it was cold, the whole time i was swimming . I never once forgot the comfort of the boat, still in the lake swimming floating. I began to miss the boat slowly but surely losing interest to what's hidden in the blur . I found a glass bottle with a note , when i managed to tug the note of that bottle. the message was written by me . It was surreal , it impacted me harder then i would expected it to have . the message in this bottle showed a hypocritical side of me , i stopped swimming and started treading water . looked back and without a thought i swam back to the boat as if it was instinct to be with that boat. the swim back wasn't that simple had to deal with several obstacles to deal with it but i got back & boarded the boat , i was quickly forgiven & don't ever think that i don't appreciate that you forgave me . its one of the things i am most thankful for , i was with the boat for nearly a month when i decided to take that swim , for two weeks i swam now that i am back to the boat i will never leave . Not only does the boat keep me dry, afloat, safe & protected . I can also sail alot longer than i can swim & although Ive yet to reveal what's hidden in the blur , i don't care I'd rather be with the boat on the sand than taking that swim.

Very few people will understand this blog , i don't care though i wrote it for one person to understand .

Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile

- Franklin P. Jones

The Return Of M.M.W

I Will Be Blogging Alot More Often .

Brightest Glare

It's thirty five minutes past twelve, as I lay hear listening to my Drizzy Drake playlist (I'm in that concert the 29th) I foucus on the lyrics as i normally do but the sound of rain falling, smacking into the concrete thus breaking it's fall seems to have drowned out everything. No matter how much I turn up the volume. The sound of the pounding rain seems to continue to drown out everything. If not the rain its the sound of wind whistling through trees that blows me away. Or if it's a sunny day the sunlight shining so bright in my eyes leaves me with the brightest glare, Glaring at the world.

Ps. I will finish later

_Markk

Teenage Love Affair

markkmywordd: There's pretty much no avoiding it

"Men will continue to be insensitive and play, women will be sensitive & played leaving them feeling stupid & betrayed."

A Very Good Friend: you should write a fckn book

Where going to be calling my friend "suzie"
So Today suzie had an away saying "all niggas are the same" because she was talking to an older guy, and she liked him but he didn't like her so it was whatever than he hit her up they started talking again, today she's talking to a girl that likes this kid and he told suzie that he doesn't like that girl but she sent suzie convos with the same shit that he was writting to her. Which led to her away. So as we talk I say "Of course, most niggas between 15-24 are looking for a girl to hit and that's it, he dont want a wifey its just lines" and she says I feel so stupid which then had me say "Men will continue to be insensitive and play, women will be sensitive & played leaving them feeling stupid & betrayed."
Which is what I believe I don't think men as a whole will ever change in terms of just trying to get some & hurting many women in the process as a young man I have a lot of friends whose main pirority is to have sex with every attractive female some times not even that attractive female. These men have no sympathy for the feelings of women they hurt. I did say most men because there's still a percentage of men that choose to respect women & not use them as just something to get in, I am not saying that as teens we should be in commited relationships but be in honest relationships if you have to tell a girl numerous amount of convincing lies just to sleep with her don't. I know females who've shed many tears because they though her teen boyfriend was in love with her and wanted to be with her forever & it turns out forever was over after sex, If all you want is a girl to give it up, easy girls still do exist, no need for the heartbreak. If all your doing is breaking hearts & not giving a shit about it. In the long run your going to end up short like a midget on his knees.
-Markk

Thank You

I've been blogging for a while now and i've kind of sort watched it grow. Frow what i see it's growing the right way i read other peoples blog and it just inspires me to try to take the time think about what i post. so it can help people the way other peoples post help me. Blogger was going down the myspace path but that quickly change now its just "real people, posting the realest shit" to all those people that think about what their posting and try their best to freely and truefully express yourself. i got one thing to say "THANK YOU"

I'm GONE

Markk

Procrastination Vs. Negligence

Procrastination can be the down fall of us all, there is not a person in this big green earth that hasn't procrastinated, its a daily occurrence in many peoples lives it happens as often as taking a shower bushing your teeth combing your hair & if you don't procrastinate daily then you a dirty nigga, the thing that really matters is what you choose to procrastinate on. i am the first person to admit what i fuck up on & I've decided that it'd be a good idea to procrastinate on wait i done fucked up again i can say that i procrastinated on school because to procrastinate is to put something off til later and I've decided that i just wont do my work there fore i dub myself, not a procrastinator but a neglector. I've been neglecting school for such a long time one year three quarters to be exact i've said so many times that I'm going to change and do better but i don't recently I've been informed that i have been nominated to be a peer counselor. its a great opportunity but I'm battling the war of Markus & I & one thing i really don't like are hypocrites and i feel like if i don't get my shit straight that i am going to be sitting there giving kids advice that i myself do not abide by i want to change can i change when will i change ? honestly i hope now i need to sign a treaty with myself and stop letting me interfere with me. I'm starting to realize who i want to be in life i don't know much for sure but the thing i am most certain of is i want to change lives for the better & the first life i need to change is my own. i always thought i needed somebody to help me make this change but i was so wrong i will do this on my own. i started this post on procrastination but quickly realized that is not by problem it is neglect. i think I've finally embraced the fact that i need change and with that embracement brings closure to the very first battle neglect vs. procrastination with the winner being neglect but

I'm finna drop a mother fuckkin atomic bomb on neglects territory from a new opponent SELF-motivation

I'm GONE,

Markk

You Gay Fish

This shit is so funny and has an ill message about ego trippin. Do you like fishsticks? if yes, your a gay fish hahaa


Kanye's Response

“SOUTH PARK MURDERED ME LAST NIGHT AND IT’S PRETTY FUNNY. IT HURTS MY FEELINGS BUT WHAT CAN YOU EXPECT FROM SOUTH PARK! I ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN WORKING ON MY EGO THOUGH. HAVING THE CRAZY EGO IS PLAYED OUT AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE AND CAREER. I USE TO USE IT TO BUILD UP MY ESTEEM WHEN NOBODY BELIEVED IN ME. NOW THAT PEOPLE DO BELIEVE AND SUPPORT MY MUSIC AND PRODUCTS THE BEST RESPONSE IS THANK YOU INSTEAD OF “I TOLD YOU SO!!!” IT’S COOL TO TALK SHIT WHEN YOU’RE RAPPING BUT NOT IN REAL LIFE. WHEN YOU MEET LITTLE WAYNE IN PERSON HE’S THE NICEST GUY FOR EXAMPLE. I JUST WANNA BE A DOPER PERSON WHICH STARTS WITH ME NOT ALWAYS TELLING PEOPLE HOW DOPE I THINK I AM. I NEED TO JUST GET PAST MYSELF. DROP THE BRAVADO AND JUST MAKE DOPE PRODUCT. EVERYTHING IS NOT THAT SERIOUS. AS LONG AS PEOPLE THINK I ACT LIKE A BITCH THIS TYPE OF SHIT WILL HAPPEN TO ME. I GOT A LONG ROAD AHEAD OF ME TO MAKE PEOPLE BELIEVE I’M NOT ACTUALLY A HUGE DOUCHE BUT I’M UP FOR THE CHALLENGE. I’M SURE THE WRITERS AT SOUTH PARK ARE REALLY NICE PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE. THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO DRAW MY CREW. THAT WAS PRETTY FUNNY ALSO!! I’M SURE THERE’S GRAMMATICAL ERRORS IN THIS… THAT’S HOW YOU KNOW IT’S ME!”- From Kanye’s Blog

Just Thoughts

Your mind without thoughts calmWith thoughts that act as wind and scater everything.


For this post I'm basically coming off the top of the dome, I clicked new post and wrote"Just Thoughts" in the title because honestly I'm probably going to say a whole bunch of shit at random probably going to start doing this weekly because sometimes i just need to speak my mind here i go.

My mom went to talk to my sister about going to the met instead of Hope and my sister starts giving all her ifs, ands, & buts, & my mom goes you guys are all the same always saying what if & but that might, So with out even think i go "If you don't go through your buts, you'll end up in some shit" almost instantly mom my shoots me the "did-he-really-just-say-that-look" thankfully she starts laughing. I've realized lately my mouth will be my downfall its becoming fairly routine for me too say shit with out even thinking about it, it's good to be opened minded, bold souled, outspoken, & stand up for yourself and others, but it's not always appropriate. The Truth is that the truth is so painful, So there for you can only be so honest until your throwing jabs, uppercuts, & hooks with your words. To me it all goes back to "too much of anything is not good" which is why i despise the term "there can never be too much of anything" Conclusion Real Honesty can be one of the most painful qualities, watch what you say when you say.

With talking to Spence & Gibran it sent me back to thoughts of judgement I recently started hangin' with these kids. We got into the topic of the content of blogs and all agreed that blogger should not become the next myspace blogging continues to grow and grow every day and is continuing to be misused people that come on and just give us a timeline including every event that took place through out their day, it get annoying i know I've posted about my days before but i post when some thing very interesting funny or fucked up happened like today was a funny ass day but i rather write about something with more meaning , Gibran said that blogging is something special to him like he thoroughly thinks out his blogs and all ways ends up with a deep meaningful post, he posted some thing that was so over my head so i had to ask him "yo what the fuck you talking bout in that post" he explained it i get it now . I just want to see more meaningful post that shows us a side of you we've never seen & shows that you have a brain.

Last thing that's on my mind and consuming most of it right about now, so recently I've begun to like a girl who i always saw as a friend we've been good friends for a while now never thought i would develop feelings for her like there's something about her that's just starting to grow on me it could be her laugh, smile, sense of humor, inner beauty, or outer beauty I'm starting to think its just every thing about you. this most people probably know who I'm talking about. there are so many qualities about her that i like, i feel that we have a lot in common I'm never bored when I'm around her, her presences alone enlightens my mood. The most unique girl I've ever met i know its pretty often you hear guys say "there's no other girl like you" I've said it before but haven't meant it til now. we've already established a love as friends which is why it makes me nervous to tell how I've been feeling lately & i probably wont end up saying anything because i value our friendship more then anything i feel like your sending me mixed signals but i don't want to mix them the wrong way and ruin our friendship

That's what was on my mind tonight tomorrow I'm get deep about how there is still so much sexism & racism in this world until then....

Quotes of the day i gotta few

Knowledge is pain that is why it hurts to know that you pretend to hide what your feeling inside -Drake aka best rapper turned singer of all time

if you don't go through your buts, you'll end up in some shit
-Markk

I call this shit the calm but I'm the furthest thing from call
-Drake aka best rapper turned singer of all time

to make every body happy, i think i will need a clone
-Drake aka best rapper turned singer of all time

Ps. I listen to drake hard addict to his lyrics right about now

I'm GONE

-Markk

Kp & Bodegaa

Warwick

Alright so sunday seemed like an ordinary day i was playing 2k9, my moms woke she was like lets go shopping i was alright then in the van i turn on the ac and that upsets my mother then i say can i open the window that also upsets her because apparently "i always find some thing to bitch about" So from my my moms yelling at me its a little tense we get to the store she says shell be quick so when she leaves i turn the knob on the ac so when she starts the van again I'm nice and cool and she wont notice she comes back quick starts the van as were backing out of the parking space there was a loud racking noise and I'm like awhh shit man, my mom gets out looks at the front says something broke so i got out and there was 5 metal balls and i was like wtf is this so we just sat in the van my mom made a few calls and then we just waited when me and my mom are alone 3 things happen we laugh & have fun, don't talk to much, or argue today there was more don't talking and arguing. so after about 3 hours a tow truck comes and i got to sit next to this creepy ass tow truck driver and as i sat there i wonder how did he manage to fuck up and become a tow truck driver, we all know he doesn't wake up and the morning excited about his job. He was a weird guy and started telling random stories that me nor my mom cared about.

I'm GONE

Markk

Temporary

So Friday i was with Spencer Damien & Joel. Damiens rather upset because he's going to get home late and be in trouble with his parents and spence goes " everything in life is temporary" its something thats obvious but not thought of often

but before i really write whats on my mind got something else to say. Spence is probably the most misunderstood nigga at classical, he's hated by people because he comes off as a loud, obnoxious & rude kid that likes to "roast people" that might be true but that's not all he is. Give him a fair trail don't be so quick to judge. Innocent til proven guilty is what they say right ? So why you so convinced that he's guilty. Bottom line get to know people before you judge them

Back to temporary, so yeah when he said that it went over my head but latter i started thinking about how true that is mostly because life it self is temporary meaning every one lives and everyone dies. There is nothing that last forever so really people need to stop dwelling on small things every thing has a beginning and an end so chose wisely what you chose to keep going. I was planning on making this a long, deep, thoughtful post but basically I just want people to decide whats worth prolonging the inevitable end. Also stop getting so upset because whatevers upsetting you will be over soon enough.

I'm GONE

Markk

Lady G & Fresh Prince

The conversation i would have with lady gaga if i was to meet her in person...

Mark: Yo Lady Gaga

Lady Gaga: Hello Loving Fan

Mark: Yeah Umm...

Lady G: What Is It

Mark: Fuck You and Your Poker Face

Lady Gaga : OMG

Mark: HAHAHA

Oh yeah this shit gets to me every time.

Batman

I believe that this is rather cool,

Regret

Regret by most peoples definition is admitting defeat, embarrassment, shame, and making mistakes. So most people say "I NEVER REGRET ANYTHING" but that is complete and total bullshit, most people will say that because they either feel like nothing they do is wrong and/or they know they did something wrong but are scared ashamed embarrassed to own up there flaws in life. People say i live by the "Everything happens for a reason" or the "We learn from our mistake" motto's. But those are not it excuses to disregard the feeling of regret or guilt.

The proper definition of regret is

re⋅gret 
–verb (used with object)
1.to feel sorrow or remorse for (an act, fault, disappointment, etc.): He no sooner spoke than he regretted it.
2.to think of with a sense of loss: to regret one's vanished youth.
–noun

3.a sense of loss, disappointment, dissatisfaction, etc.
4.a feeling of sorrow or remorse for a fault, act, loss, disappointment, etc.
5.regrets, a polite, usually formal refusal of an invitation: I sent her my regrets.
6.a note expressing regret at one's inability to accept an invitation: I have had four acceptances and one regret.

People see Regret as being weak, which it's not there is nothing weak about regret. It takes courage to admit regret for things. i believe that everybody regrets more things that they can remember there is not a person that regrets nothing in life or only regrets one thing. There is way too much time in life to live regret free. Every one makes mistakes therefore every one has regrets. Nobody is perfect therefore every has regrets. Because i do not CARE what you or you or you say every one wants to be perfect and the things that prevent you from being perfect are some of the biggest regrets in life.

EVERYONE IS BORN WITH REGRETS...

I'm going to try to list things that i regret in no order of how much i regret them

1. I regret not learning Spanish and having one real conversation with my grandfather before he past and to this day i have not had a real conversation with my grandmother or great grand mother and as much as i hate this the fact is I am running out of time more and more everyday.

2. I regret choosing to keep to myself for all of freshmen year and most of sophomore year and not opening up and show people the real me.

3. I regret not giving school all my effort, No matter how much i complain about how much i hate classical its where I'm going to be at and help me lead a successful

4.I regret not having a good relationship with my father

5. I regret waiting so long to start trying to lose weight, BTW lost 20 pounds in 2 months =]

6. I regret losing contact with certain friends.

7. I regret giving people reasons to dislike/hate me.

8. I regret FAILING Bio last year and going to summer school.

9. I regret giving up on a lot of things and not taking advantage of great opportunities

10. I regret not realizing that i NEED to change who I am sooner. Well not who i am but change my point of view on things and my attitude as well.

I Can probably go on forever but I'd probably regret that too. Just kidding but I'm sure you get my point by now. Who knows when ill post again but until then.

Quote of the day:

Make the most of your regrets. . . . To regret deeply is to live afresh.

-Henry David Thoreau

& I am GONE

-MARKK

unexpected absence

Okay ive been gone for a rather long time & the answer to the riddle that was on my page was for the man to say "im going to jail for 6 years" im in school right now in ms.vicans room so ill bbl for a full post

Funny

Today march 11, was a fun ass day ill let you know all about it tomarrow im tired goodnight im leave this for you tho

A man was to be sentenced, and the judge told him, "You may make a statement. If it is true, I'll sentence you to four years in prison. If it is false, I'll sentence you to six years in prison." After the man made his statement, the judge decided to let him go free. What did the man say?

leave your answer in a comment

Lilly & Karina =]

So yeah i been M.I.A for about a week and a half well i been busy & i usually blog at night but ive been going to the gym by the time i come home too tired for blogging things that have happend since ive last posted i found out i lost 11 pounds thats a start huh? realized that Claribel Cruz is one of my best friends ever, decided i hate winter and as soon as i can im off too florida or some where, where they laugh when they hear the word snow, I've developed a hate for Giants gm jerry reese stop signing god dam defensive lineman sign some damn wide recievers, I am letting go of people really just one person in particular she was a waste of time well thats part of my past and part i want to forget, I've become less homophoic over the past couple of days due to a friend admitting that she was bi it was easier because its a girl not a guy but still its a step, dont ask who it is because that name will not be released, other things happend but yeah thats enough.


Lilly & Karina =]
I love them

Lilly, Me & lilly fight more than any other two friends you will probably ever meet shes stabbed me, bit me, scratched kicked punch etc. where always yelling at each other but we wouldnt be the same if we didnt fight as much as we did, shes my favorite freshmen & i love her
Ps. They got matching moles lmao [insider with lilly]

Karina i've blogged about her before she funny, not smart, pretty, weird, loud, and, fun. She tries to fight with me but i always win today her & lilly made my day i was in a bad mood but after chillin' with them after school my day was all better karina attacked me cause i took her bookbag or how she says it boobag lmao guat accent i love her though

Im GONE

-Markk

Just haven't

Well i just haven't been posting that much idk why but tomarrows a half day some thing intresting is bound to happen.

Until then im GONE.

Really?

Alright so I'm here to talk about things that kids and/or teachers do in school that bothers me. There numbered but in no order of annoince there annoy me equally

1. When the teacher says shut up & people say I'm not the only one talking.
Well you shouldn't be talking anyways it doesn't matter if the other is talking too, your probably the loudest so just shut up when your told to shut up
2. When someones phone vibrates loudly & you notice & they noticed you notice, & they give you a dirty look like your going to say something to the teacher, I don't care that your dumb ass forgot to put your phone on silent.
3.when teachers give long ass assignments over vacation, Mr.Mao outline a full chapter. Asshole its vacation for a reason
4. This applys for classical students, theres a blind kid in the school & anytime i see this kid i hold the door for him its ridiculous how many times people will rush in front of him to get by at least three people will jump in front of him before he passes i don't do for the recognition because he blind, he doesn't know I'm holding the door i do it cause its common courtesy, can other people show some
5. When kids want to argue with the teachers, you will not win obviously. not saying don't stick up for your self but there is a line that shouldn't be crossed once you give a teacher slight attitude then you lost, so if you disagree just tell them after class don't disrupt the whole class to fight a losing match.
6. frequently asked question at every school "are we ever going to actually use this or why are we learning this" alright were obviously going to learn stuff we will never use like biology i will never need to know that the difference between eukaryote cells and prokaryote cells is that eukaryote cells have nucleus have prokaryotes don't but I learn'd it to know it. So what im saying is we don't learn to use, we learn to gain the knowledge as they say knowledge is power so if you know everything even the unnecessary then the more powerful you'll be. by the way when you learned to play video games did you think when I'm i going to NEED this, when you learned to set up your myspace did you ask when your going to NEED this, etc. No you don't so don't ask when your learning the difference between eukaryote and prokaryote.

*Def going to be making a part two of this blog.

im GONE

-Markk

Myspace

I've decided that i am done with myspace, wasted alot of time on that website. i wont be deleting my page just rarely going to be checking it, so aim is the best way to contact me

Goodbye

-M. Andrew

You got a dream...You gotta protect it !

So today I spent the majority of the day playing 2k9 with ryan, supposed to go to the mall but then that didn't seem like a good idea so we just chill'd kept playing then at 930 we decided shit we should do something but couldn't find a damn thing to do then it was just too late so we eat pizza & watch movies first we saw the end of prom night, then 5 minutes of first Sunday, 2 minutes of superbad, then put on pursuit of happiness & then love & basketball

Pursuit of happiness gets to me for multiple reasons, first his determination through out the whole movie is unbelievable,second the emotion displayed incredible, third keeps he keeps his priority in check , forth his intelligence is remarkable, lastly & what gets too me the most is his dedication to his son but we won't get into this again(read previous post)

Love&Basketball One thing learn'd:True love should never die & it never will

Quote of the day:You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do something' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want something', go get it. Period.-Chris Gardner(Will Smith)

Stayy up&im GONE

-Markk

Tagg'd By....

L.Harris of Team Eight, & christine. Their Cool !



1. Alright your not going to find out much here -__- Want to know something aim works a lot better Aim sn: markk my wordd

2. Ryan murray's house, has become my home away from home & im pretty much part of the fam

3.I've decided that I am going to attempt to take W.Spahks practice of radical truth, will probably make life easier then again there are still things better left unsaid -__0

4.I've also decided that classical highschool is no longer going to be my school, It just isn't the school for me, so after sophomore year im off on a new adventure. Will miss a select few

5.Caitlin T. Will always be my bff no matter what school she or i attends, ily bff

6. It seems as if I can make anyone laugh with one word "diet" Overweight kids are never taken serious when it comes to losing weight

7. My mother is amazing & is upset the I only mention her in my blog when she's mad or yelling at me, but ily momma krabs. Happy? Probably not. I bet that bother'd you mom ah haa

8. I am still not tired of "so far gone' listen to it no less then 5 times a day listening to it as I type, Drake equals lyrical/musical genius

9. Drinking only water every day makes a sip of any other drink taste like a cup of gold

10.Blogging is very time consuming -___- im only on 10 & I've been doing this for an hour

11. This vacation has gone by too fast im dreading Monday as if it is the first day of a 25 to life sentence at San Quinn prison, I really despise classical

12. I still have no clue where ill end up in life but I hope its in law/svu I want to be the Puerto Rican elliot stabler, or a chef of some sort, or I think I could be a very talented actor13. Degrassi is a ill ass show, just realized this & aubrey graham aka Drake, stars in this show as a basketball coach in a wheelchair

14. Okay I had too take like a 30 minute break to find a way to charge my phone in the end ps3 is the shit charging via usb from ps3,

15. I should def be knock'd out right now the clock just struck 5:00 am, im going to watch another hour of degrassi shits getting intense this J.T is steal drugs and selling them to get money for his baby, then probably not go to sleep & be exhausted all damn day, tuff

16. Took me an hour & 4 minutes too complete this, I just woke up Ryan oops ahh well last fact Will Smith is kind of like my role model/influence I've liked every move/show by him except wild wild west if I could flip a coin & by the time it lands every copy dissapears & no one remember'd its existence that'd be great
*JT almost killed himself, couldn't handle the pressure of being a drug deal, OD on oxycondone, remember what biggie said "never get high on your own supply"

& I guess ill tag Rissa

My Type Of Woman

& greens my favorite color

LMAO

Basketball Shorts

Okay so i havent slept at all i found the HDMI cables for my ps3 (makes the ps3 high definition) so p3 back in the living room ^__^ Anyways i play'd 2k9 & Call Of Duty for awhile then brother eric came over & he was complaining about being hungry so being the great brother that i am i make him eggs, sausage, & toast. then i decide imma watch Friday the 13Th but it was horrible quality so i find notorious & put it on right when its getting good this stupid shit says Ive been watch the video for 72 minutes & i need to wait 54 minutes to watch the rest so i start watching mike&mike in the morning then brother eric text me that he needs me to go with him to bring my mom to work so at 810 my mom comes down mad, i put on some sneakers in my moms rage she forgot her phone so i rub out the house in my basketball shorts felt like 8th grade basketball practice where i averaged no minutes a game, so yeah driving downtown at 8 you see weird ass people every where so yeah we drop off my mom and i get out & try to get in the front seat but the doors lock'd so im telling eric to hurry up & open the door cause a nigga chilling in a mets hoody & some small ass shorts then i finally get in & we get on the high way & i see an oil truck they always make me paranoid like the trucks gunna blow up & then its R.I.P Markk, finally i get home get to watch the rest of my movie, i was ask'd to get married, im wife'd up lol after the movie i try'd to watch 7 pounds but that stupid 72 minutes thing came up so i came upstairs watched more sports until they gave maury it was an episode were there a whole buncha trannys and you gotta guess if its a boy or disturbing 0__o then watched tv til i fell asleep so then ryan tells me some funny shit that voi said

Ryan:Voi, i lost 15 pounds
Voi: wow, from bassetball(basketball)
Ryan: yeah voi & i watch what i eat
Voi: so what do you eat pussy

lmfaooo funniest guy

Day N' Night-Kid Cudi

Embrace The Martian-Kid Cudi

November 18th-Drake

Night off-Drake

Brand New-Drake

Ready To Die-Biggie Smalls

Party & Bullshit- Biggie Smalls

Diamonds-Kanye West

Lust for Life-Drake

Quote:

Common sense ain't common.-Will Rodgers

Stay up& im GONE

-Markk

Why, Run?

Look at life through the windshield, not the rear-view mirror” - Byrd Baggett

Sunday, Someday

Alright my sunday didn't consist of much, Ryan keep waking me up until i stay'd up at 2, went to ihop with my mother & sister then went to cousins crib his daughters the cutest/funny 1 year old around, back home just chill'd went for a walk, Elmwood crime watch is me walking around at 11 suspicious but now I blog

So i talk'd to many people today, but Rissa has become my new favorite person to talk too, we start'd a blog together were cool lol (indifferentwordss.blogspot.com) go read, Anyways she made me start thinking the saying is "kids 14 & under have the mind set that they can do anything & be anything. but as you get older you realize you can't do anything!" & i took this as not every dream can come true be realistic and do some thing within your reach. which made me think whats in my reach i really have no clue what imma be when i get older sure i have interest but as off right now i have none that i feel i want to do for the rest of my life, but I'm ready to find out I'm ready to grow up many kids fear the reality of being an adult but i want to take on the challenges of life as an adult. I know it wont be easy i see struggles my mom goes through & i know life is stressful but i want to experience life already.

Quote of the day:

The day the child realizes that all adults are imperfect, he becomes an adolescent; the day he forgives them, he becomes an adult; the day he forgives himself, he becomes wise -Alden Nowlan

Stay up &im GONE

-Markk

Valetines,(pics later)

So i was awoken at like 8 by my mom yelling about my clothes i think, i just looked at her & knock'd back out, then kaylen calls me at 11 & then im up for good, just chill watch tv, kaylen comes over bout 3 acting up like always, then we head to the mall at about 530 madd early so me & kaylen are waiting for malik &i see molly =] then people start showing up malik gets there ryan vera & ky pop up cesar was there & whole buncha other people, but lemme get to the point
Funny stuff that happened:
Monae & Jordan, probably the rudest girls i know but they was funny, some one pull'd the fire alarm & i decided to take every body through a random hall way & there was some dudes in suits & monae pops outta nowhere & says "c'mon now why you got us following the men in black over here"& then there was this guy in his cheer leading uniform & i think jordan ask'd him if he can do a spilt & this fag dropped down mad fast we was bugg'n ryan was likee man he has a vagina. Then later were standing around and ryan walks off i fallow him asia starts fallowing us so we duck into cvs and run around until we lose her & of course she got mad & i laugh'd. Then there was a whole buncha confusion about the movies in the end it was me ryan jason & his girl, watching friday the thirtieeth, was a good movie not really scary but funny as hell.

beginning of the movie, Theres a whole bunch of whistles in a cabin after a old lady kills all the counselors& i go those are all of the counselors. then i say damn now im pointing out obvious shit & ryan goes "i would have never thought of that" lmao idiot

After the movie we bribe eric with wendys so he can come pick us up so we get to wendys & the meal cost 8.77 we only got 6 dollars so were looking all over th van & we mange'd to get exact change lmao, the lady look'd up set she was ugly they probably give all the ugly girls the late shift cause i wouldn't wannna see that in the day lightt but the Principal of 3 conmics: supply and demand parking the van was bad eric already crashed into the fence once

Increase in Population!

Okay so Blogs are starting to be done by everybody, All of us who've been blogging for awhile knew it was bound to happen its not necessarily a bad thing, but its definitely not a good thing.
So let it be known now "09" the year of the blog, unlike people that read blogs & are like "oh that's cool i want one" I made one on my own, above the influence Hahaa

Btw my favorite blog is "get inside my head"
check her out, she keeps it real
http://perfectabsurdity.blogspot.com/

Drizzy Drake Rogers or Drake Drizzy Rogers

So, i have a new favorite Rapper/Singer. Drake goes HARD hes very versatile with his flow & lyrics he does it all so download this mix tape I can guarantee you wont be disappointed my opinion
is that the top three tracks off of "So Far Gone" are.

"So far Gone"

1. Uptown
2. Unstoppable
3. Brand New
   
   

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"So Far Gone"

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Friday the 13th

Alright, this will be a picture free post deal with it,

So day starts with breakfast at Dunkin' the joy of that is short lived because my mom received a bad call from my math teacher, but then school wasn't so bad lunch more protecting evan from his stalker, got Thalia & Lenyy a carnation ^__^ then in Spanish we all just chill'd watch'd superbad with Rubin, funny shit blah geometry blah school over meet beth at her locker give her, her gift =] then off then off too wait for elaine beth gets tired of waiting & leaves so does evan so then i walk to the bus stop kaylen calls me & says come over then im waiting for the 11 i get on a packed bus when i get to McDonald's i see Elaine trying to get on the bus but she doesn't then i get off at compare but hop right back on because my mom says i cant sleep over so when i hop on the bus i see...

Rissa we talk for a lil bit, find out we've been neighbors for like more than ten year amazing huh?
i inspired her too start blog'n check her out (shesindifferent.blogspot.com) i just realized i really like talking to her lol hopefully we'll start chillin more now that we know were neighbors lol

quote of the day:

I am always doing that which I can not do, in order that I may learn how to do it. -Pablo Picasso

Stay up& im GONE

Sign'd Markk

SIX Days!

Six Days that's how long its been since I really posted anything, saturday was alright ended up at the mall just chillin had to charge my phone in the middle of the mall halls hahaa, Then on sunday I go to voi's house (ryans grandfather) he's a funny guy, it since its sunday its relax & drink day, two weeks prior to this day I cooked at ryans house, so when I go upstairs to see voi & he's up there with one of his buddies and he's like marx(he can't say my name) where you been I ask denise for you last week but you not here I give my grandsons 50 dollars last week & I look for you to give you some money (while he pulls out 10 dollars for me) and ryan goes how you gunna give markk money & not me voi goes "bull shotta" (bullshit) I gave you 50 last week, so then voi tells us to sit down & drink some sodas so ryan starts laughing and goes alright im going to get sodas but says to me (mark come down when your ready cause you know im not coming back) so that's when it got funny this is what I remember of the convo is

Voi: so marx when you come cook here

Me: whenever, you want voi I got you

Voi:ok, but what do you cook, what you come make here

Me: anything you want voi

Voi: is fifty dollars enough for you to buy food

Me: sure depends what you want

Voi: get what you want

Me: okay

Voi: so you going to start a bussiness & cook

Me: I don't know voiVoi: No, you do this & be your own boss, cooking is more expensive now you make lot money

Me: yeah voi

Voi: you be your own boss & be the chef

Voi: excuse but the chef, the chef fucks anybody

Voi: the chef can fuck anybody

Me: lol

Voi: I let the Chef fuck me, you let the chef fuck you

Me:Lmfaoo

Voi's a funy ass dude

Well right now im talking to Thalia shess a mad chill,funny,cute girl, I influenced her to blog check her out(itstalula.blogspot.com)

Anyway monday no big deal regular day tuesday got my report card! Yay bye ps3 & everything else that's fun I failed spanish with a 59, damn shame, and failed math with a 55, that's bad but ill work hard no summer school for me!

Okay so wensday bring school day but afterschool fun first i went to the park with Karina & Randy, shes a terrible influence first were just chilling in the park on the swings bringing it back to elementry day ^__^ So, then we get into a convo about how she needs to chill with the bunk'n & get her grades straight, i see this old bum look'n dude & im like you lets grab his cane & be ghost, so me & randy cross the street but karina stays following this dude until we get close enough & realize its an little old lady so no cane snatching -__- then i find this broken chair leg and smack a stop sign was mad loud, randy finds one karina picks one up & she decides lets sword fight, she knocked this wooden ball off of mine so i had get her back then i realize that theres this sharp metal stickk'n out of the bottom & then we see some white guys pushing this ladys car then karina decides its gunna be a great idea to scratch a car , then we see some more white dudes bang'n some eminem thinking there hard with a navigator big asss truck with some 13' inch rims SMH, Back to school & off to chess fun shit lose to freak'n tull & esco in bughouse dem fags, Manny starts singing & dancing this niggas bad worse singing & dancing ive probably sing wait like 10 minutes before manny was singing arron was & that was the worse.then after off too bk with some niggas goose,meko.grimes,& tull. just chilled seen this asian freshmen girl goose & meko call her over & they start guessing what she is cambodian, korean, japenese, chinese, then meko say you see dese & grabs his niple or some shit, we all start laughinn then off to the game jv won thats a shocker, but varsity smashed like always quise bit on a pump fake and the dumb ass kid try'd to run under him & got his head step'd on funny shit. then ripta & home

Today boring, until lunch funny stuff sat with evan at first then went to sit with biff & tre that nigga always talking bout funny shit some times his convos get reckless& he needs to shut up lol, after school walk'n around with evan blocking him from his stalker darlene our wonderful class president & an evan loving weirdo sorry to put you on blast lmao but yeah me and even get downstairs and i run up the stairs and evans like wtf when did you start running & i go i didnt asshole & then i decide were gunna walk around the block & hes seriously markus you keep doing this you might lose wait & im like yeah thats what im trying i was like i aint trying to be skinny just tryna lose some weight & he goes yeah you just want to be able to run if you have to & again i go asshole but its true lmaoo hes one of the only real friends i got funny ass kid he didnt feel like doing any work in class so he hid under his desk the whole class & the first thing he says to me is "you dont understand that was so uncomfortable" lmao funny kid.

So now time for 6 quotes seriously slack'n,

here we go

Satuday:You cannot be mad at somebody who makes you laugh - it's as simple as that.You cannot be mad at somebody who makes you laugh - it's as simple as that.-Jay Leno

Sunday: The most incomprehensible thing about the world is that it is at all comprehensible. -Albert Einstein

Monday:Only enemies speak the truth; friends and lovers lie endlessly, caught in the web of duty.-Stephen King

Tuesday:Obstacles are what you see when you take your eyes off the goal.-Vince Lombardi

Wensday:“I don't make jokes. I just watch the government and report the facts-Will Smith

Thursay:If I had a dollar for every brain you don't have, I'd have one dollar.-Sponge Bob

Bonus Quote:Excuse me ... You are sitting on my face ... Which is also my body.-Sponge Bob

lmao sponge bobs funny shit
Stay up &im GONE

signed-Markk

Ps. Random pics

Grape fruit snacks its An addiction

Hate is all i think of

Lmao, Mao stays bugg'n but carlos stays giving him reasons

Distance

Distance, Space, Separation, Absence

Are the things that keep you & I from being Us

The distance between us is not only physical

Its begun to distance us, emotionally

As time goes on it seems as if the space between us extends & extends

Little things here & there to postpone distances painful schedule

The absence of you with me & me with you at times becomes unbearable

Almost as if i am chained down watching you walk away

But your looking back with every step you take, but never stopping

Reunion is what i hope for the day I break these chains and you look back

& I am nowhere to be found

You turn to your side & see me where I'll be for

Eternity...

-W. Bruce

FRIDAY

alrightt people i slacked again so there was no blog for thursday, but this is pretty much what happend that day School, & since i am the great friend that i am caiti=lin was devestated over her first detention so i went with her & just did my history outlines, then RIPTA, got home was aboutt knockk out, then brother ryan hit me up saying he was coming over, but change of plans he wants me to walk 4 blocks in the freezing cold to highlander, so i say nahh chill but i didnt have nothing better to do so i took my bored ass over there, chilled with Ryan, Julian, Neda,& Kevin. Fun told jokes, laughed, ran around the school, went outside to play basketball on a 6 foot rim haa i went off dropped 18 lmao, so yeah came home procrastinated history outlines, played more p3, watched americas best dance crew twice, called my irreplaceable bestiee alexis, funny convo then was gonee, Oh wait some time between 11-12 i made a grilled chesse shit was badd

Anywayfriday my moms friend brings me to school & he copped me a sandwhich from dunkin' that was already a good start, then i saw karina =] she didnt realize it was me with a hat & glasses, guess its one of those robin things just cover your eyes & no one will know its you, she also loves my blogg shes cool. then whack classes, no ms.conroy no spanish para me. so abc lunch it is just chilled it was fun. After on the way too math jr. & sr. start jumping freshmen its funny then they go after goose, i thought about runnin' but goose is my nigga so i help him & he ends up punching me in the stomach lmao, then math & english, math so gay, english was fun , after school bk with quise then home napped, came to ryans crib now im bloggn' but tomarrow ill actually talk about something until then

Ahhh! BUMS

Okay hello people its been two days i stay slackinn' but its all good, but yeah tuesday no school for classical studentss, so what do i do go to the doctors to get some blood work done, Caitlin says im pyscho & Lenyy says imma weirdo cause i like the feeling of needless 0__o, after that it was too late to go met up with reggie & tha crew for the movies, bummerr. So then i come home but still gotta go to the mall to return call of duty cause i broke it, so i was using the little trickk mamma krabs taught me D.R.R.R.F, you Damage something, Rebuy, Return, Replace, & Forget, so now i have abrand new call of duty & NBA 2k9 =]

Quote of Yesterday:

I dont know the key to sucess, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody- Bill Cosby

Well today was a good day mad funny, Had geometry first period & Lenyy started off my day great she prob the funnist girl i know hands down, silent but deadly, you'll die instantly have you in nopaen, haa thankss for a great start lenyy, well after that i go into english we do nothing so to kill time i start throwinn' shit at eddy & its just landing in his hood, this is what it looked like nigga took a while too notice. So in history tasha says leke goes to lincoln & kelli stars dying got up outta her desk & i tripped her & mr. mao was standinn' over her she all looks like she laided down & posed hahaa kelli's a crazy one thoo, after this it was lunch with my niggas funny shit, then two other wackk classes,then it was off to gym talked to betty then lilly made me bleed so i wrote all over her queer self btw wheres karina i miss her, so yeah then i left to my moms job to bring her oreos & green tea she loves me, so yeah then it was time for

Ahhhhh! BUM FEET

The date is Feb. 5 & this nigga got the balls to wear flip flops crazy ass bum i would never talk to him just drop him 20 bones so he dont kick me with them cinder block feet, Damn thats nastyy thoo

Quote of the day:

you try to be happy; but happy means nice & in a world full of snakes who wants mice? not me. -Lenyy

Stayy up& im GONE

-signed Markk

Via Sidekick, Via Classical

Alright so im bloggnn' from school on my phone so this blog will be about school & the super bowl cause I was slacknn' yesterdayy

Day5
Period 1
Ms.Conroy, Spanishh
So today we was talking about los fuego artificiales which means firecracker and she said that when she worked at mount a kid threw which is why she is blind in one eye & I couldn't help but to laught does that make me a bad person?
Period 2
Ms.Holm,Geometry
God, do I hate this class but I got some friends to keep it fun Goose, Lenyy, Tre, & Caitlin even tho she sit mad far, but goose is trying to throw fruit snackss & I just hit Mirza with a paper this class is fun at timess
Period 3
Ms.Vican, Englishh
Alrightt so we just chillnn' watching Forrest Gump this movie goes hard, Hahaa anyways Ms.Vican is mad chill we always just kick backk in her class but she be on them mood swings so never know what type of Vican your going to get,
Period 4
Lunch
A: Got into a heated argument with Karina it was fun, then sat with Bethh & Emely that was fun kinda
B: This is the lunch that I spent with my bff, took her rhody 10, chrushed her pop tarts a lot more than they already were & then dumped the bag on her plate & she was disguted lol then crush her oreos and had to give her the rhody 10 cause her foolish self lost her bus pass

C: Reggie stole my seat fagget, So I go buy a water forgot who I talked to, then this girl stood up took her seat, then went bother Claribel seen something I shouldn't have lmao, then beat her down with a stack of napkins cause she slapped me with a left hook hahaa
Period 5
Gym
So since its the begining of a new quarter we just sit in the gym waiting to be told our new class, & since my last name starts with A i have health firsst, that suckss but yeah i spent most this class with Bethh
period 6
Ms.Carmen, Calligraphy
Just got out of Comp Math but Now Im in thee most boring class with the craziest teacher

Then i went to Chess

I don't care what people say, shits fun & im good at it so its cool really cool lmao

Yesterday Super Bowl Really suprized me i didnt care who won cause my team is the GIANTS but it was nice to see a good game Fitz is the man Warner will be back for at least two years expect alot from these Cardinals but next season SuperBowl Champions THEE NEW YORK FOOTBALL GIANTS

Quote of yesterday:
the worst mistake is the same mistake-Tam aka HBK

Quote of today:
No amount of experimentation can ever prove me right; a single experiment can prove me wrong. -Albert Einstein

Stay up& im GONE

signed-Markk